So I am feeling like garbage this morning. Been up since 330am, yuck! Had nausea since then. Yup, morning sickness nausea to be exact! 7 weeks on Tuesday, whoa! As my title says I've had a bit of a hard time admitting it! We wanted to have another baby, but I was thinking of getting pregnant in June. This baby had another plan!
Having two boys already, I would naturally love to see a little girl of my bloodline! I haven't yet decided if I want to know the sex of the baby before it chooses to tell us! My husband would like to know, but is willing to wait for me! He was so elated. I think he feels this is his time to redeem himself! I'm totally nervous. I am trying to enjoy each stage of this pregnancy, since it will most likely be my last! It would be crazy to think that I could be 29 and done having children when I know many people my age and older not even ready to start a family yet. My husband and I always reveled in the fact that we will still be young when our kids are out of the house. At this rate I'll be 46 when my youngest is 18! I have so much I want to do in my life. Travel being top of the list.
Work has been better since my previous posts. Our water heater ended up being covered under warranty, and so it was replaced. Although we haven't been as busy it seems to have fixed the problem. I still feel as though something fishy was going on, but don't really care enough to do anything about it!
There has been a lot of death around here lately, and I am constantly reminded at my good fortune. Each and every one of my family members are not only living, but healthy and prospering. It is truly amazing. I have the most understanding, tolerant, down to earth, supportive families out there, and everyday I am thankful for them!
Lately I have been feeling like my life is not offering me enough, therefore I am not offering my kids enough. I hope to expand on that during my next post.
